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0o0o0o0o let there beeeeee liiiiight [22 Mar 2005|04:36pm] [ mood | chipper ] YAY!!! that Chris guy called me last night n we talked for like 45 mins about whatever. But it was fabulous! He's waaaaaaaay to cute!And we have a date on Friday! waaaaaaaaay to excited!..haha so after I talked to him doesn't Dave call me so I told him about my hot date and he's all like so I guess that means you're never coming over again and I was like "no I can still come over but just as a friend..nothing else, if you know what I mean" and he gets all pissed and is like "oh thanks for using me blah blah blah" UH buddy I'm pretty sure its the other way around!!!! stupid ass...so yeah then we fought for like an hour with a couple of hang ups on him inbetween..he didn't really like that either haha. But yeah we fought about me 'using' him which is a big load of crap seeing how he broke up with me but decided that I was only good enough to sleep with...so I ended up calling him a whole bunch of whorrible names and then the fucker has THE NERVE to ask me if I still wanna come over. I was like buddy are you fucked or what?! if I come over there I'mma have to beat you senseless. Shit he pissed me right off. So needless to say we won't be talking any more, although he did call me like 2 hours later and apologized for being such a dick ass but that doesn't change the fact that I want to rip his face from his skull ;) Anyho0o I'm joing the gym with Krista tonight...I figure that if I do 2 hrs of cardio every tuesday, wednesday and friday and areobic classes on sunday that I should look DAMN fine by the time summer hits....so everyone please pray for me to loose some fat offa my ass!!! Thanks h0miez ;) peace 1 touched tempted 2 touch?

Oh where oh where can SUMMER beeeeeeee :'( [19 Mar 2005|03:35pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Someone to Call my Lover : Janet Jackson ] Man I am so sick of this damn weather!!! Summer needs to get here fast!... AnyGays I'm still talkin to Dave nothing big tho, 'jus friends' pffft. But thats okay cause I went out last night and met a new boii =D, his name is Chris and he raises horses and has a 2 year old daughter..aww...thats about all I know of him right now cause he was to shy to come talk to me and when he finally did it was almost closing time and me and the girls were goin to some guys house to some some doobies. So when he came to talk to me he said that he thought I was the most beautiful girls he had ever seen..I was like buddy are you sure you're not lookin through the beer goggles?!...so he calls his buddies over and was like 'guys what did I say about this girl as soon as she walked in the door?' and they were like 'that she's the most beautiful girl you've ever seen', how cute is that!...I was so embarrassed I started blushing. Then we started dancing and hes all like 'I'm not the kinda guys thats into one night stands or anything like that' and he sorta looked at me funny as if waiting for me to say the samne thing to make sure that I wasn't a whore or anyting but I told him thats not my thing either and I think I heard a little sigh of relief, so that was good cause lord knows I don't need any one night stand, booty calls ..anyho0o hes a super cute guy and I'm supposed to call him today but =S I dunno if I can do it, being shy sucks ass! But if I ever do work up the courage to call him I hope I have better luck this time than I did with Dave. HaHa I was watchin the O.C. on Thursday and Summer called someone (can't remember who) an asshat! To me this was extremely funny because thats one of Ashley's (my best friend) favourite sayings...ahh what a laugh... OH!! and a big shout out to Ashley for lockin it down with Mr. Right and gettin engaged!!!! CONGRADULATIONS!!!!! =D Well niggs, peace out! 3 touched tempted 2 touch?

stupid stupid STUPID! [10 Mar 2005|05:01pm] [ mood | cold ] WHY?!? why are girls one of God's dumbest creatures?!?!...fuck I went to Dave's last night and kinda wish I hadn't..I mean I don't have any regrets, but how do you know when to draw a line between the guy you love and getting a broken heart AGAIN?! AnyGays I don't even wanna think about it anymore...so lets talk about last night...there I was at Krista's when her and Angie started laughin at me waaay to much...turns out there was like a 7 inch rip on the ass cheek of my pants!!!! fuuuck was I ever pissed! How did it get there?! your guess is as good as mine but man what a piss off! Well anyho0o I gotta go pick up Krysten now n go shopping so I'll fill you cats in later ;) peace out niggs tempted 2 touch?

Life is GRAND isn't it?.......NOT [08 Mar 2005|04:46pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Fat Boy - Maxamillion ] Yeah so work was terrific yesterday....first I get there at 6:30am and as I'm walkin up to the building I fell right on my ass..bags, purse and the box I was carrying, all askew on the ground ..oh what fun!...Then later on in the day, at sleep time, this one kid starts crying his eyes out so I'm like whats wrong?! turns out the kid stuck a rock up his nose and couldn't get it out!...so that was the highlight of my day. Then later on I went to Krista's n chilled there for a bit with Jamie and Angie and then Dave calls. So at like 11:30pm I went to his house..yep I finally caved, BUT nothing happened so that was good...I jus really missed him and he said he missed me cause I havn't seen the guy in like forever. Well no harm done so YAY me! ;) Anyho0o.. today at work AGAIN I had a whorrifying fall in the parking lot on another patch of ice..but this time it really hurt! :'( my shin is all swollen up and bruised...god the people at head office are gonna think i'm a real jack ass for falling 2 days in a row. Its a real pain in the ass to have to fill out 2 accident reports for the same damn reason! Man Ashley is leavin for Mississippi like tomorrow and I feel like shit cause her and I like never hang out anymore and now shes leavin for like 3 months :'( </3 thats terrible...hmm maybe I'll give her a ring right now..so laterz h0miez peace out 4 touched tempted 2 touch?

Hey Fuckerz [06 Mar 2005|06:21pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | -------- ] Well howdy howdy fuckin partnerz! I know I havn't been a devoted writer lately but I've been super busy and a lotta shit has happened since my last entry....so here it all goes.... Me n Dave ended up getting back together and ONCE AGAIN he broke up with me because "he'll never feel the same about me as I do him" WHAT EV, a bunch of b.s. if you ask me....but to this very day he STILL calls me and wants to be 'friends' like pffffffffft..what the hell do you think this is buddy?! "Amy's Heart Break Drive Through" - 'Do you feel like breaking someones heart today? , well drive on through and break away!!! Oh don't worry Amy won't mind..she may even be your friend afterwards ;)!' ...like please! you have got to be kidding me!!! I've tried to tell this guy that I can't be his friend cause 'friends' is not what I want from him and its easier for me to get over him if I just completely cut my self off from him..but he just doesn't get it! like when the day comes for him to get a gf I would be devastated!!! anyho0o...I thought it was supposed to get easier to say no but he just doesn't stop calling and its just getting harder and harded, every time he calls, to say no..like buddy I can't hang out with you cause it'll just make me sad..but he doesn't stop askin me to come over!..HELLO?! YOU BROKE UP WITH ME, REMEBER?!?...but like I want to so bad cause I miss him but I hate him for breaking my heart like 8 times..but its my own stupid fault right?!?! I'm the stupid ass that keeps giving in and going back. Girls are way to dumb..FORREAL...but its hard cause a girl (me) has NEEDS, and those NEEDS are not being met which makes me want to hang out with him even more ...I don't trust myself with him so I think its better that I don't EVER go over there otherwise I'mma end up in the same boat as before...being someones PIECE whenever they need it....FUCK THAT! Well I havn't givin in yet so cheers to me! Anyho0o today was Tammy's (superviso from the Tribune) baby shower....man all that cute stuff was almost makin me want a baby...but then I came to my senses and remembered TO HELL WITH THAT..after the baby shower got I to have a session with Sara and Leann :S...leann is this lesbian that TOTALLY looks like a dude but shes alright I guess...anyways I'm kinda switchin back and forth on topics ...I guess I don't have much else to say at the moment so I'm out peace tempted 2 touch?

SOME PEOPLE RUIN EVERYTHING!!!! [02 Dec 2004|10:51am] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | is there a song called 'everyone needs to fuck off'?! ] Today I finally get my lisence, passed my road test and everything was terrific..until I got home that is. I was so happy that I passed and then started thinking about insurance and how much it was gonna cost me to make a double payment and then realizing that I'll have like next to NO christmas money I started to bawl my eyes out =S. Then my mom is like well I'll try n help you out as best I can and I said that I didn't want her help cause I know that she has like no money right at the moment and plus I'm 20 years old, I think its about time I start takin care of myself.. then I called ashely at work (after my crying fit) and told her the good news. She reminded me that we should be gettin our vacation pay on this pay (tomorrow) which made me feel a lil better. When I got off the phone with her I was tellin my mom about the vac pay and she didn't really say much. I left the room n when I came back she was bawling. I was like WTF?!?! why are you crying now and shes like nothing don't worry bout it and I said that it must have been something I said or did seeing how she wouldn't tell me a reason why she was crying n shes like "well you make me feel like a piece of shit because I can't help you out" uhm HELLO?!?!?! I already said that I knew you couldn't help me right now and I didn't want help...man people are fuuucked up in the head!!! man what the fuck did I do to make HER feel like a piece of shit?!?!? I will NEVER understand some people!!!! =/ And to make my day even more whorrible I think that I have to wait til fucking monday to figure out this insurance bullshit. As of right now EVERYONE can lick my ballz and fuck themselves!!!! I think I need to take my dog for a walk and get baked before I rip someones fuckin face right the fuck off!! peace the FUCK out! 4 touched tempted 2 touch?

what a boring day [30 Nov 2004|07:56pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Break Stuff ; Limp Bizkit ] Today was waaay to boring..worked at the Tribune in the morning and then ran my ass all over hell's half acre and back..well not really ran, more like drove.. anyho0o I had to go to port colborne to fill out ANOTHER police check form that I had previously paid 40 bucks for but the stupid fuckers at the police station don't understand english and didn't do a FULL check on me therefore I had to do it all over again but luckily daycare explained to them AGAIN why I need it and they aren't gonna charge me another 40 bucks, THANK GOD! then I had to go to the Falls to work for Cataract Child Care Center, I don't think I really liked it there to much..I just didn't feel to comfortable plus they put me with the schoolage kidz and I'd much rather work with the younger kidz, they're more fun..or something .. hopefully it'll go better when I have to go back there on the 10th... Anyho0o I'm finally home after what seemed like the longest day EVER and I plan to stay here for the rest of the night ;) I think bed time is going to come rather early tonight cause I'm fuckin B-E-A-T! peace out h0m0s..I mean h0miez 1 touched tempted 2 touch?

My job ROCKS =D [27 Nov 2004|04:04pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Baby Let Me Love You ; Mario ] It was my first day on the job yesterday and what a terrific day it turned out to be! I used to really think that i truly hated kidz and blah blah BLAH but really i don't hate them at all!!!=D which is really good seein how i pent all this money on college to work in a daycare ;) I can't wait to go back to the Oakwood Child Care Ceneter! the staff there were awsome and the kidz were really great too =D Work at the Tribune this morning (@4:00am)really was quite amusing...ashley and I took it upon ourselves to hide out in the back room for awhile away from the asshats that we are forced to call fellow employees..i'd like to refer to them, well most of them anyways, as grimey assholes ..anyGays we were climbin on skids in the back room and loungin around and ashley gets this brilliant idea to blow up a roll bag and used it as a beach ball...its all fun and games until someone gets black grime in their eye! yeah ashley got some shit in her eye and couldn't get it out but i could see it so i had to go diggin in her eye for her =S not cool! thats was so weird, even ashley was like 'uhm i've never had anyone else touch my eyeball before' weeeird.. At the end of our shif ashley and i wrapped ourselves in seran wrap pretty much from head to toe..i like to call it our Dunnville prom dresses LOLZ oh what fun! =D quite the mission to try n walk tho lemme tell ya, but still it made us laugh extremely hard...people at work must think we're seriously cracked out on something, forreal. I'm hopin to be goin to Dave's =D I havn't seen him in way long! n I miss him! I'm actually talkin to him on the phone right now =D <3<3<3 He REALLY needs to let me love him dammit!!!! still hopin that he comes around tho..i mean think about it.. winter is just around the corner and we could do so many fun couple things like skating and sleding and i would love for us to do those things with his daughter but hes being to selfish to share his life with me, well thats kinda what it feels like anyways. 7 touched tempted 2 touch?

It's Christmas Tiiiime in the City =D [20 Nov 2004|10:26am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Juiceee;Biggie Smalls ] What a shitty day out today. I think I'mma go watch my lil cousin bowl today, wish i was bowling dammit...I love bowling.. ten pin tho cause five pin really sucks! And after bowling I'll be going to get some damn christmas shopping done. Man I wish I could postpone christmas for a few months this year cause the way things are going I'mma be dead broke and NO ONE will get anything =/ I have to pay 2 payments of car insurance AND pay for the use of the aapex car for my road test...godddd =/ why does everyone need money now?!?!? damn you christmas DAMN YOU! Hmmm...hopefully I'll get to see my boii tonight..and yes I mean the guy that dumped me and all that BS..its to hard to let go of him...I'm hopin that maybe he jus needs some time and then he'll come around otherwise I'mma have to beat his ass...anyho0o work was rather swell today except for having to work right across form the braless wonder all morning =/ god she is so N-A-S-T-Y! that woman seriously needs to invest in a bra! and i really don't think its normal for someones nipples to be erect all the fucking time! EWWWW! and forreal its not like i'm looking, but GEEZ! its like there they ALWAYS are! =S gross =/ Well i know you are all wanting to hear more about the braless wonder, but lers save that story for a different day..only cause i need to get my ass in the shower ;) well peace outsiiiide =D tempted 2 touch?

SWEEETNESS! =D [19 Nov 2004|04:20pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | o0ops Oh My;Tweet ] HAHA BITCHES! got myself a new J-0-B! =D I had THE BIG interview yesterday and everything went rather swell! =D I pretty much got hired on the spot! SWEEET DEAL if I do say so myself =D..I'm prett excited, which is weird seeing how a few months ago i was like FUCK DAYCARE! I'M NEVER WORKIN WITH THOSE BASTARD KIDZ! but am lookin forward to it now! =D Anyho0o...work sucked ass today but got much better after i smoked a joint with my supervisor and had free food at the work BBQ which was accompanied by some Krispy Kreme doughnuts =D hmmm...well i'm at a loss for words here so i'll come back to this one later ;) peace out p.s. thatnks to all you assholes for NOT commenting and lending me some advice. BASTARDS! thank you. 3 touched tempted 2 touch?

Outlook Not So Good =/ [15 Nov 2004|09:02am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Over and Over Again ; Nelly + Tim Mcgraw ] Its 9:00am and do you think I could sleep last night?! HELL NO! I was awake all damn night thinkin about the guy I'm like in love with that says he doesn't want to be with anyone right now and blah blah BLAH. I talked to him on the phone last night for like 3 very short minutes and then found myself askin him if he wanted me to let him go cause I feel like I have waaay to much stuff to say to him but when it comes time to bring it all up, I freez and don't know what to say and then theres that ackward silence which seems like a perfect time to end the phone call =/...honestly I could see myself spending the rest of my life with this guy and his beautiful daughter and its so hard to try and deal with the fact that thats probably not gonna happen ='(...and still I question myself 'what can i do to get this guy to want me as much as i want him'?! I'm thinkin that i'll never find the answer to that one...GOD! I wish i could just snap my fingers and have this guy back, why can't shit be that easy?!?!?!?! Anyho0o today I'm goin to hand a resume into A Child's World Daycare Center =D hopefully i'll get the job. I'm pretty excited about it, finally gettin into something that I went to school for!!=D I think I might go practice driving today...road test is comin up faaaast (Dec.2nd) =/ shittin my pants about it too =/...I'm prayin that I'mma pass it...see how nice would that be?! pass and then i'd be able to go visit Dave whenever i wanted, and the thing is, he'd probably want me to come over all the time to...I JUST DON'T GET IT! he enjoy's spending time with me, and calls me ALL the time and always wants me to come over BUT DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH ME?!?! guys are waaaay to confusing! I wish i could make up his mind for him dammit! He's goin to help some friend move today and won't be back til tomorrow.. maybe thats when i'll have 'the talk' with him =/ well h0miez thats all for now. OH and if ANYONE has any advice AT ALL that they'd like to share PLEASE DO! i need all the help i can get on this one peace out 2 touched tempted 2 touch?

What Ev [08 Nov 2004|03:03pm] [ mood | blah ] So I went to Dave's again last night and planned on talkin to him about all this bs cause I really want to be with him, but all I asked him was if he thought he'd ever change his mind about bein with me and he said that everything feels the same now as it did before when we were dating or whatever you wanna call it, which is totally true cause everything does feel the same, BUT ITS NOT! Hes just to freaked out about bein in a relationship...but FUCK! its not like I'm askin the guy to marry me or anything so whats the freakin problem here?!?!...man I dunno but I'm so sick of worrying about it that I figure I might as well just let things work themselves out on their own and whatever happens happens, right?! I dunno, i gotta jet tho cause kristen wants to go for a walk so i'll continue this later. peace out h0miez 1 touched tempted 2 touch?

shittyness [02 Nov 2004|04:14pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | Trina : No Panties ] MAN what does a girl gotta do to get the man she loves to fall in love with her?!?!?! god the opposite sex is so damn confusing!!! its totally not fair how this guy has complete control over my heart! =/ fuuuck i don't think i'mma get into this shit right now so lets talk weather =/...the weather is rainy and shitty which in turn makes me feel dead, bored, and like i jus want to sleep for hours, which is odd because i got 12 hours of sleep last night! i was so drained from all of the halloween crazyness this weekend. partied on sat night, what an awsome time, and then went to visit the ex boyfriend / friends with benefits and went to the falls to visit some friends...can't wait to get my pics developed from halloween..awsome costumes! At the party i met this boii, this very very VERY short boii...and short usually isn't a big deal but in this case its a HUGE deal!...i'm like 5"11 and this guy had to be like 5"4ish =S definately not cool..nice guy tho so i gave him my # and the next day he called me and everything was alright..heres were the ex/friends with benefits comes in.. i liked the new guy except for some small details haha but the i got to thinking about the guy that i'm addicted to and really i don't want anyone else so i had to break shorty's heart and tell him that i'm sorta involved, not an easy thing to do but it had to be done. he actually took it rather well which was a relief cause i didn't feel like getting bitched at and of course didn't want to hurt his feelings. Exactly 1 month til i go for my road test and get my fuckin license biiiatch!!!!! O0O0OH YEEEAH! =D man i can't wait....the thought of being able to come and go as i please just thrills the shit outta me =D =D Anyho0o thats all for today folks peace outsiiide niggs oh and p.s. I WILL HAVE MY MAN! ..someday 3 touched tempted 2 touch?

GUYS ARE FUUUUCKED [26 Oct 2004|07:20pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Lil Kim : Suck MY DIck ] What is wrong with the male sex, honestly?!?! one minute everything is going great and the next thing you know, you're dumped!!!..All because HE is afraid of committment...like geez who isn't?!?! you don't just go dumping people becuase you're afraid..you try to get past it..but no, this guy decides to throw in the bait, reel me in and then SNIP! cut me loose, as if thats how it goes!...fuckers fuckers FUCKERS. Well at least i've left sad and pitiful mode and am now entering PISSED THE FUCK OFF mode...anyho0o i'm hoping this guy will come to his senses and realize that hes makin a HUGE mistake..and if he continues to be a jack ass well then life goes on. Anyho0o0o now that i've vented a bit about this guy and how very STUPID he's being, I think I'll have a much better night at work..probably not but here's to hopin ;) peace out and feel free to comment about the assholes in your life =) 2 touched tempted 2 touch?

Sweet Sweet Roses [12 Oct 2004|06:58pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | More Than Words by Extreme ] o0o0o0o00o0oh Happy Daaaaayz.. o0o0o0o0o0o0oh HAPPY DAAAAAAAAAAYZ!!! =D =D I think my boyfriend has got to be the sweetest thing ever! He sent me a dozen roses to my work today with a lil card that said, and I quote.. "My bed felt rather empty last night, without you there. I've been thinking about you all day. Give me a call later today." LIKE HOW SWEET IS THAT?!?!?!?! Geez what a cutie =D Work was rather swell today. Ashley and I were slinging elastic bands at Dough flaps and the camel boy today, ahhh what fun ;)...but remember kidz, its all fun and games until someone loses an eye or until your elastic backfires and ends up hitting you in the lip.. not cool. And in other news... I was hoping to go get my nails done today with Courtney but things don't seem to be going as planned. I went to the nail place this morning and no one was there and of course there were no open and closing times on the door, but there was a phone # to call if you wanted to make an appointment so i copied it down. Well I just called the damn # and a voice tells me "I'm sorry, the # you have dialed is not in service. This is a recording." Like WTF?!?!? if you want people to call and make appointments, TRY GIVING THEM THE RIGHT PHONE NUMBER!!!! stupid assholes.. anyho0o HOPEFULLY I'll be going to see Dave (my boii) tonight =D 1 touched tempted 2 touch?

GeEeEeEzUz [09 Oct 2004|08:43am] [ mood | nauseated ] So i'm walkin my dog yesterday and some asshole decides that hes gonna let his dog off of it's leash and OF COURSE the dogs runs over to us, which is to be expected right? Then the owner comes over takes his dog and starts walking away. Next thing I know the dog starts yelping so I stood there watchin for a few mins and then I saw the cause of the yelping, the fucking bastard owner hoofs his dog right in the ribs and the poor dog dropped right to the ground and was laying on the road making this horrific crying noise! ='( I couldn't believe what I just saw! I started crying like a little baby, honestly who can be that cruel?!?!?!...anyho0o0o today I'll be makin a call to the humane society and hopefully something will get done.. and hopefully I won't find my tires slashed in the near future, see the thing is that this fucker lives right across the street from me =S 1 touched tempted 2 touch?

shitty dayz =( [02 Oct 2004|01:09pm] [ mood | bored ] What a CRAPPY day ..it all started at 3:00am when I had to drag my ass outta my nice warm bed to get up and go to HELL (aka work), and upon arrival see that the whole ugly shift is still there!!! Motherfuckers piss me off! So we end up helping them finish their job and then start our own work at a later time meaning a longer day for us, those inconsiderate bastards will never learn. At the end of the shift Ashley n me got to throw out the cardboard shit into the big dumpsters outsiide, what a blast! No forreal it really was tho, we sang some fucked up songs into these cardboard roll things, it was like having our own cracked out band and we even had an audience =D there was no clapping involved, but there were a lot of laughs ;) At the end our show, as we were packing it all in, Ashley and I came to a near death encounter with the tow motor that almost flattened us! shiiit that was scurry =/ The other good part of my day was when my toothless mother was generous enough to buy me a new purse!! =D =D Anyho0o peace outsiide h0miez..i need to go poke some smot ;) laterz oh and p.s. i'm no longer sick, for those of you who care =D yay me! 1 touched tempted 2 touch?

Capital EW [30 Sep 2004|08:24pm] [ mood | blank ] Uh YEAH, so I'm pretty new at this livejournal shit but my dear friend Oooshley just INSISTS that I have one so here I am =D o0oh fuuuck I gotta cut this short, time to go to a little place I like to call hell :S...but yes duty calls so I'm out. 1 touched tempted 2 touch?

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